this weblog was created by me, when I was drunk in Leipzig's MoritzBastei. They had an iMac down there which smiled at me. I was quite interested in weblogs and thought: the best way to find out what they are and how they work is to create one myself.

Now I understand it as digi-diary and I think it's quite cool. It was like a notepad to enter my ideas, which I had during the day, as I have almost everywhere access to the internet.

And then there is another thing.
I started writing knowing that only few people could link darvari or abuleil to my realname.
I wrote right out of my mind, very straight like people when you ask them to fill out a psycological form, as quick as possible without thinking too much about the questions.

Now - being aware that I am actually watched by at least theworld, may influence my stories.
I might no tell everything, cause theworld might not like what she will read. Time goes bye. And I don't wanna hurt theworld with future stories. I might be forced to leave out certain topics.
Well but - anyway - it is a kind of soul stripties, a kind of exhibitionism. And I like it.
It's just that I cannot promise to write regularily.